Why Do You Hate

In grade school I asked the white girls and boys
Why do you hate me

In my first marriage I asked
Why do you hate me
Through the divorce and custody battles
Why did you hate me

To my current husbands ex wife
After she pushed me
Before she even knew me
Just because I was willing to love your kids
I asked
Why do you hate me

To my ex husbands wife who needed to project her insecurities onto me
Why
Are you jealous of me?
Why do you hate me?

Why

Why is your hatred so great
Why is your jealousy so overpowering

You hate me because I’m not you
Because I was never you
Because I carried a light that you couldn’t face
A kindness that was foreign
A soul you couldn’t reach
A stranger you couldn’t meet