Why Do You Hate

In grade school I asked the white girls and boys
Why do you hate me

In my first marriage I asked
Why do you hate me
Through the divorce and custody battles
Why did you need my daughter to hate me

To my current husband’s ex wife
After she pushed me
Before she even knew me
Because I was willing to love her kids
I asked

Why do you need to hate me

To my ex husband’s current wife who needed to project her insecurities onto me
Why
Are you jealous of me?
Why do you hate me?

Why

Why is your hatred so profound
Why must you justify your contempt

You hate me because I’m not you
Because I was never you
Because I carried a light that you couldn’t face
A kindness that was foreign
A soul you couldn’t reach
A stranger you couldn’t meet